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Trying To Help You Out
02:53
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You see perfect
Or pretty damn close
You see beautiful
But I know
I’m not what you want
It’s not what you think
Inside of Me
I’m scared cause I know I’ll screw it up I’ll let you down
So afraid so I walk alone
I’m trying to help you out
Things aren’t as they seem in my heart I have seen who I am
Don’t get close
You don’t want to come in
The real me isn’t what you’re thinking
You say love me but you’re love is like a child
You think I’ll love you even though I tell you otherwise
I’m not you want, It's not what you think
Why won’t you listen to me
Why won’t you listen to me, listen to me
I’m scared cause I know I’ll screw it up I’ll let you down
So afraid so I walk alone
I’m trying to help you out
Things aren’t as they seem in my heart I have seen who I am
Don’t get close
You don’t want to come in
The real me isn’t what you’re thinking
I’m torn apart
Cause I don’t wanna hurt you
I never meant to
Let it get this far
Stay right where you are...
I’m scared cause I know I’ll screw it up I’ll let you down
So afraid so I walk alone
I’m trying to help you out
Things aren’t as they seem in my heart I have seen who I am
Don’t get close
You don’t want to come in
The real me isn’t what you’re thinking
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2. |
Favorite Thing
02:53
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Astrology, psychology, a new years kiss
These are just a few things that are on my list
Thumbin' through the paper
I can smell the coffee maker
Oh yeah, I like this
Tulips and tequila and the number 3
These are just a few things that appeal to me
Pillows propped behind my head and
Eating cheerios in bed
But of all of these
You’re my favorite
And if I had to choose
You’re my favorite thing to do
Sleepin’ until one o’clock on Sunday
Looking at the dress that I’ll wear someday
Riding down the road we listen to the radio
We sing along -- hey hey
You’re my favorite
And if I had to choose
You’re my favorite thing to do
Polaroids and glitter in our hair
Running through sprinklers and nights at the state fair
You’re my favorite
And if I had to choose
You’re my favorite thing to do
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3. |
Serenade
04:14
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Watch the clouds on the horizon
See the stars my lovers eyes
For a storm my heart is raging
Up against a midnight sky
I have not forgotten
I still feel the pain
I’ll wait for you to save me
For you to come again
Until then I’ll always listen to the rain
For your serenade
Can you send a bolt of lightning
Please show me a sign
Just something to remind me
So I know that you’re still mine
I have not forgotten
I still feel the pain
I’ll wait for you to save me
For you to come again
Until then I’ll always listen to the rain
For your serenade
Pitter patter on my window
Maybe you’ve come home
I have not forgotten
I still feel the pain
I’ll wait for you to save me
For you to come again
Until then I’ll always listen to the rain
For your serenade
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4. |
Winter
02:53
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I can finally leave the windows open
Don’t need coffee with my morning cigarette
I can put my jacket in the attic
Oh but I’m not ready yet
I don’t need to smell the flowers
I don’t need the extra hour of the day
While the birds are chasing summer
I just wanna run the other way
The skies are turnin blue, just when I could use a little gray
Oh, cause just like you winter wouldn’t stay
Oh that sweet December day
That the sunshine stole away
I still smell you on my sweater
And on these blankets I should probably put away
I’m still frozen in that moment
And I just can’t stand to see the season change
I don’t need to smell the flowers
I don’t need the extra hour of the day
While the birds are chasing summer
I just wanna run the other way
The skies are turning blue, just when I could use a little gray
Oh, cause just like you winter wouldn’t stay
Oh that sweet December day
That the sunshine stole away
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5. |
Walk Me Home
03:38
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I walk by your house each morning even if it rains
I saw you 3 Sundays back, but I don’t know your name
You were sittin’ on your front step, lookin’ at a map
I knew one day you’d leave this town
Just like Kerouac
You look but you don’t see
I’m just a girl who’s on your street
I walked 6 blocks kickin’ this stone
Hopin’ you’d notice I’m alone
And walk me home
I saw Mrs. Mapleton at the donut shop
She said you had cut her grass, cause you were savin’ up
For a ticket into tinsel town, maybe I could come along
You could be Kurt Russell
I’ll be Goldie Hawn
You look but you don’t see
I’m just a girl who’s on your street
I walked 6 blocks kickin’ this stone
Hopin’ you’d notice I’m alone
And walk me home
I’m under this broken streetlight
In my mothers church shoes
Don’t wanna walk another block without you
If you’d lift up your window
Bet I could make you laugh
You’d say I’m unusual
But you like me like that
But you look and never see
I’m just a girl who’s on your street
I walked 6 blocks kickin’ this stone
Hopin’ you’d notice I’m alone
And walk me home
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6. |
The Hard Way
03:57
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It happened again
Without even knowing
Unintentionally
I didn't mean to be mean
It's not an excuse
But I couldn't help it
And what's the use
When sorry's just regret
I could say all the right words
But I'm afraid I'd make it worse
Why does it take a mistake
To know that I was wrong
Why do I have to hurt someone
Why must I walk through the fire
Just to know it burns
Why do I have to learn the hard way
I'm trying to change
But I'm only beginning
To understand
How broken I really am
Maybe I should just go
I'm not sure this is helping
Good intentions I know
They don't mean a thing
Every time I try to love
Oh I only mess it up
Why does it take a mistake
To know that I was wrong
Why do I have to hurt someone
Why must I walk throught the fire
Just to know it burns
Why do I have to learn the hard way
Nothing ever seems to change
Until it's too late
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7. |
Little Miss Plastic
04:22
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You’ve been battin’ those fake eyelashes at the bar
You’re new in town but I know exactly who you are
The kinda girl who’s into taking what belongs to someone else
You best keep those pretty little fingers to yourself
Little Miss Plastic
Guess you want your ass kicked
Cause you keep askin’ for it
Everytime you pass by my baby
Sitting at a bar stool
Bet your thinking maybe
He could be your next fool
Yeah, you’re looking for a man tonight
But it ain’t gonna be mine
Guarantee girl, he belongs to me girl, you better believe girl
It ain’t gonna be mine
I double dog dare ya honey go on make your move
Those pretty bleached white teeth, how’d you like to lose a few?
I might be 115 but I ain’t afraid to brawl
What ya want first, girl, the window or the wall?
Little Miss Plastic
Guess you want your ass kicked
Cause you keep askin’ for it
Everytime you pass by my baby
Sitting at a bar stool
Bet your thinking maybe
He could be your next fool
Yeah, you’re looking for a man tonight
But it ain’t gonna be mine
Guarantee girl, he belongs to me girl, you better believe girl
It ain’t gonna be mine
Oh, I apologize if I’m coming off a little rough around the edges tonight
You could have a lot of guys and I hope you’ve got the message
It damn straight won’t be mine
Little Miss Plastic
Guess you want your ass kicked
Cause you keep askin’ for it
Everytime you pass by my baby
Sitting at a bar stool
Bet your thinking maybe
He could be your next fool
Yeah you’re looking for a man tonight
But it ain’t gonna be mine
Guarantee girl, he belongs to me girl, you better believe girl
It ain’t gonna be mine
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8. |
California
03:18
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Traded sand for open land
In a yellow gypsy van across the plains
In painted boots, we put down some roots
But we never got the rain
Hey Babe
Let’s go back to California
Walk the canyons for awhile
Hey Babe
The coast is callin’ for ya
I wanna wake up to your smile ... in California
Muholland Drive and Spanish wine
Let’s dance behind those concrete stars
The city glows, we count the crows
As we drive down to the boulevard
Hey Babe
Let’s go back to California
Walk the canyons for awhile
Hey Babe
The coast is callin’ for ya
I wanna wake up to your smile … in California
We had our reasons for trading sunshine for the rain
But just like seasons, we can just go back the way we came
Hey Babe
Let’s go back to California
Walk the canyons for awhile
Hey Babe
You know that I adore ya
I wanna wake up to your smile … in California
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9. |
Caged Bird
04:18
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I won’t go out like that
When you scream and shout like that
I don’t know who you are
Yeah I won’t go down like that
When you push me around like that
This time I won’t fall so hard
Cause ain’t nobody can sing like a caged bird
Tangled feathers on the floor
You clip my wing, but you can’t have the last word
Cause you forgot to lock the door
When you look at me like that
When you beg and plead like that
I know this script, I’ve read these lines
Then you throw your shoulders back and that starts the second act
Frame by frame it all unwinds
Cause ain’t nobody can sing like a caged bird
Tangled feathers on the floor
You clip my wing, but you can’t have the last word
Cause you forgot to lock the door
Cause you forgot to lock the door
Stay away, stay away from me
Stay away, stay away, stay away from me
Cause ain’t nobody can sing like a caged bird
Tangled feathers on the floor
You clip my wing, but you can’t have the last word
Cause you forgot to lock the door
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10. |
Hearts On Parade
03:54
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Cut my hair, died it red cause you said it really turns you on
Dot my I’s, crossed my legs, went to bed with all my makeup on
Read a book, every book that you put on your self righteous shelf
Lost my friends, lost some weight, like a fool I even lost myself
But I had to make you happy
And nothing makes you happy
If you let me go, if you let me go, if you let me stay, I can stay
You won’t love me either way
Just a pawn, just a phase, the shangri la in your charade
If I tell you no, if I tell you no, if I run away, run away
You won’t want me either way
It’s just a part that I play
We’re just hearts on parade
Saw a shrink, took a pill, tried to kill off what was left of me
Didn’t ask, didn’t tell, was a shell of who I used to be
I went numb, came undone, bit my tongue just like your mother does
Took the ring, took the blame, took the pain and did it all because
I had to make you happy
And nothing makes you happy
There’s nothing, nothing left to see here
The streets are empty now
Baby, it’s just, it’s just me here
Trying to figure out
How to make you happy
If you let me go, if you let me go, if you let me stay, I can stay
You won’t love me either way
Just a pawn, just a phase, the shangri la in your charade
If I tell you no, if I tell you no, if I run away, run away
You won’t want me either way
It’s just a part that I play
We’re just hearts on parade
I tried to make you happy
But nothing makes you happy
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11. |
Breathing
03:01
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Bad dreams on the way
If he was here I’d be safe
Across the ocean as far as it can go
Can’t look at the same stars - it’s morning out his window
Quiet and still I hide under the feathers
Door locked, phone propped against my head
Passing cars, numbing alarms
Why am I here? Why is he gone?
Sleeping is sadness
Sadness is breathing
But I’m breathing one breath closer to you
I just keep breathing
Months are just weeks
Weeks are just days full of minutes
Seconds of breaths I keep breathing
Eyelids close, falling in circles
Of memories I breathe on your pillow
Sleeping is sadness
Sadness is breathing
But I’m breathing one breath closer to you
I just keep breathing
Goodnight
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